I was taking a break from my Japanese’ final presentation project the other day, while looking out at the stunning view from my windows, this question came pondered in my mind.

I think I have reached a point where I don’t know where I’m going at with my life. Sort of like quarter-life crisis but one year too late?

I have a decent job, I’m able to support myself without anyone’s help and I will be getting my own place soon (hopefully). I have a family, lots of friends and a relationship.

So, seems like i have everything in order, how is that I’m still not satisfied?

I feel like there’s something missing, there’s something I should be doing instead of living a life like this. Maybe my destiny is calling me, maybe I should actually be helping ppl with my life.

It is then I realized, a normal life is not what I need. I crave for something bigger, much bigger than myself, although I dont know what it is just yet. Hopefully I’ll have the answer to that in the near future.